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Date:2007-03-20 20:26
Subject:GIVE ME MONEYS!!! =D
Mood: cheerful


I am walking the in the The Weekend to End Breast Cancer on August 17-19 of this year. The walk is a two-day, 60-kilometre walk through the neighborhoods of Vancouver.

Proceeds benefit the BC Cancer Foundation, funding important breast cancer research, education, services and care.

To walk in the event I am required to fundraise $2000, but I have made a personal goal to raise at least $3000 by August. You can make your donations at this link: http://www.endcancer.ca/site/TR?px=1935264&pg=personal&fr_id=1203

I would GREATLY appreciate any money you can donate, and please pass this on to your friends and family. (All donations over $10 are tax deductible.)

I have never done anything like this before and have been so overwhelmed with how much thanks have been given to me just for wanting to walk in this event. It’s incredibly inspiring and I hope to do the walk again along with many others for great causes.

One in nine Canadian women will be diagnosed with breast cancer, maybe even someone special in your life. So we are joining forces to fund breast cancer research and care so that we may end this heartbreaking disease for good.

Thanks-you so much for your support.
Jackie Lehman. =)

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Date:2006-10-13 10:37
Mood: exhausted


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Date:2006-10-07 23:05

So i've noticed that most of my blogs are rather negitive on here... but i'm not going to appologize for it anymore... this is my vesel to word-puke my thoughts on how things are going... and frankly i've decided tonight that i should type a little to maybe gain back some well-needed sleep i've been denied the last few days.

Things are going ok... slowly getting better, and then back to ok again. I seem to be stuck in "i'm ok" mode. i'm in the middle of moving for the billionth time and the only thing that really frustrates me is that i don't have a "home" just many houses filled to the rim with all my things. I was supposed to be all spiffed and moved in today, i had some great wonderful FABULOUS help from a friend, and was also disappointed but another, yet again. I really have to pay more attention to those that want to be my friend, it seems i only have a few... a few awesome ones indeed, but i have many people in my life that...well...are sucking me dry. although the good outwieghs the bad... i think it's time to give their bad behaviour some concequences. why do i even bother with them? well... either i'm a pussy, or they're worth the effort. but i really havn't decided which one yet.

who knows what's to happen... fuck...

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Date:2006-08-09 02:30
Mood: awake

bordom blabber thanks to lisa :)


Fell in love: never
Lost your virginity: 16
Lost someone close to you: 13
Drank alcohol: 16
Smoked weed: 15
Got your heart broken: 16
Got arrested: none
Smoked a cigarette: 15
Broken a bone: nope
Got cheated on: 16
Rode the city bus: 12
Went to a concert: 13
Met with someone famous: 15
Dyed your hair: 12
Got your first cell phone: 17
Got a Myspace: 21
Snuck out of the house: 14
Got your own digital camera: nope =(
First time you got drunk: 16
Read Harry Potter: havn't
Travelled across the ocean: nopes
Wore a toga: real young, but 22 was the first toga party
Travelled out of state/country: 1
Shopped at Abercrombie: nope
Went to Disney Land: 13
Went on a date: 22
Saw a Broadway play: 14
How old are you now: 23

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Date:2006-07-18 19:40
Subject:life's always throwin' curves...

Our head chef at work is leaving for 3 weeks on stress leave. It's a long time comming. He's going to see family in Ilinois, go get away from buisness life for a change and Sober up! We got a new guy in, one of his friends who is also head of the BC Chef's assosiation. The guy is HOOKED UP. Can get the best of the best from anyone at THE lowest price. We've been beefing up our menu all month and having to taste test some of the best stuff you can get in north america. He's also hooked up on helping me with getting my red seal going. He's going to be bring me all the paper work i need. (hells, fuckin' ya.) I've gotta stick around and get into cahoots with him. Big Time.

As for everything else... well, hahaha there is nothing else. My life is my job. whoop.

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Date:2006-07-10 23:43
Subject:The Verdict:

Australia Dec 2006

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Date:2006-06-20 21:50
Subject:Big decission time....

Ok so many of you know, i've been in hidding for quite some time...

Here's the deal:

I've moved back home with my parents. This is to save money and get my life in order.
I've realized that i can no longer take care of myself proper. I am giving my Lucky cat <3 to teh bunneh to look after whilest i get my shite in order, which may take a while. i just can't look after something that i can't take with me, oddly enough i'd have an easier time having a dog at the momement. Anyhoo...

My job is super sucking right now. It's over-run by "the boys' club", the hours are getting so long it's not worth the money cause i have no energy to do anything. But, i'm also not underpaid, or underworked, which i can't complain about... I HAVE A JOB.

1. Sous Chef from trafalgars just got a head chef possition in Pitt Medows. Although it is in... Pitt medows, i'd actually consiter and AM consitering getting a job there or even moving there and taking my apprienticeship with him. But...

2. i have nothing on my plate, no significant other, no kids, no pets that NEED me, no home, no car, not even a job i like, and i'm bitter as hell. So... should i give up the carreer thing for a bit and go travell australia and ireland like i've always wanted? I could even do my apprienticship overseas and come back and get a job with him again and be super rad. My big fear is that i'm just trying to run away from my problems and that things will be the same when i get back and the job i was supposed to have will be gone...

I'm thinking more along the lines of option 2... i think i'm just looking for support and such... ya know... human and all... i need validation... and right now, asking my mom about it is just leading to a lot of "sad eyes" so that's a no go.
I can't leave untill september cause bunny's wedding is in aug.. but i think i'm going to go...

And also on the other hand...
3. things ARE getting better VERY SLOWLY, and i'd even be able to finnally go to music school in October... meerrr... who knows... I used to be "rearin'" to go and see the world... now i'm happy just sitting in the park... odd...

who knows...

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Date:2006-05-09 08:07

Soon you will know a love that will make a man out of you.

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Date:2006-04-17 13:56
Subject:"Meeting people is easy." A film by grant gee about radio head.
Mood: cheerful

If you have been rejected many times in your life, then one more rejection isn’t going to make much difference. If you’re rejected, don’t automatically assume it’s your fault. The other person may have several reasons for not doing what you are asking her to do: none of it may have anything to do with you. Perhaps the person is not feeling well or genuinely not interested in spending time with you. Rejections are a part of everyday life. Don’t let them bother you. Keep reaching out to others. Keep reaching out to others. When you begin to receive positive responses then you are on the right track. It’s all a matter of numbers. Count the positive responses and forget about the rejections.

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Date:2006-04-16 11:40
Subject:Happy Birthday to Me.
Mood: loved


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Date:2006-04-04 13:32


hope your flight went well :) Benny's car broke down so i didn't make it to sammyjs =( but give me a call later today!

<3 <3 <3 miss you.

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Date:2006-03-28 19:20
Mood: indifferent

What type of Fae are you?

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Date:2006-03-21 19:12
Subject: a jackie update.

There's not much to update on. I'm going to be taking a big step next month, fixing the things that i've always wanted to fix. My financial sitch. and my well being. i'm really sorry if i've ignored you. i don't mean to, i just need LOTS of alone time at the mo. I've also been working lots (I LOVE my job) so by the time i get home all i want to do is eat dinner and go to sleep. My room is a mess because of this. I've been so down and busy at the same time, and it's really taken a toll on it. I think i'll be staying home all weekend to work on it.

mmm... that's about it.

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Date:2006-03-13 13:39

Now you can be a junglist too!
Introducing "Instah Junglist Kit."

Each kit comes with:
-Choice of Fubu hat or visor (we've printed the logos upside down on our visors so others can be sure to read your stamp even while wearing it upside-down AND backwards.)
-Camo pants
-white wife-beater top (stained with paint from your latest graf adventure, you're so core.)
-Subscription to Dabbler Fan club magazine and membership card.
-8 points of meth. Grade-A bathtub mixture.
-Video: "Four Easy break moves to be a superstar b-boy."
-CD: Top 40 jungle hits. So you can sing along to everything most of the djs will be playing.
-tickets to the next 80,000 jungle parties, you'll have to be at all of them.

Act now and take advantage of our FUR TRADE offer: Trade in all your old fun fur, candy bracelets and other god-awful apparel (because now you're better than that now) and get 50% off! (the postage)

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Date:2006-02-25 18:25


So there goes my life,
Passing by with every exit sign.
It's been so long,
Sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong.
No sleep tonight,
I'll keep on driving these dark highway lines.
And as the moon fades,
One more night gone, only twenty more days.

But I will see you again,
I will see you again,
a long time from now.

And there goes my life,
Passing by with every departing flight.
And its been so hard,
So much time so far apart.
And she walks the night.
How many hearts will die tonight?
And will things have changed?
I guess I'll find out in seventeen days.

But I will see you again,
I will see you again,
a long time from now.

My body aches,
And it hurts to sing.
No one is moving.
And I wish that I weren't here tonight,
But this is my life.

And I will see you again,
I will see you again,
a long time from now

And I will see you again
I will see you again a long time from now

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Date:2006-01-22 18:28
Subject:what i want.
Mood: silly

A 365-day calender of the hottest celebrities... on toilets.

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Date:2006-01-15 06:10

I've had the weekend off. It's been swell :)

Got to spend some time with those i never see, but care to see the most. <3

Look for updates on hair soon. I'm going to get back into it. I decided that i can't let a few bad apples ruin it for me, but by gosh i'm setting some HARSH rules and sticking to them. Prices will be going up a bit, sorry to say, but i feel it's totally worth it, i'd pay it for sure, so i feel no need to feel bad about it anymore. If you can't afford my prices, i'm sure i can pass you along to someone else that can do it for you cheep. I know pretty much everyone and anyone that does dreadies in the lower mainland (bliss and i combine probably taught 98% of them), i can recomend someone for you. But if you're willing to pay for good work, that i can help you out with.

Also going to be selling falls and wigs on-line, so i'll give the heads up when that's around.

One more hair appointment tomorrow and i'm back to work monday... good times.

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Date:2006-01-07 19:05
Subject:My weekend

Well, it was short lived and not quite over, my weekend this week consited of what most people would call Friday and Saturday. Thursday was my first time opening by myself at work. So on no sleep i shuffled off to work at 6:30am, to get there by 7:20 only to find out that Tavis was cleaning the hoods that day so i wouldn't be able to start untill 8. Gah. So i pushed trough the day totally stressing because i was also starting on a new side that day, which means learning a new menu... ahhh! presure! My brain and body went into overload and by 5 i was totally toasted. Hence i don't remember much of thursday night or even friday, mostly spent laying about watching ALL episodes of R U THE GIRL (yes... i did.). The girl i was rooting for (i was so out of it that i started to get into the show) Won. So i was happy for the day. Justice for all. (I lead a sad life at the moment).
Friday night i managed to get up and go to the Met, got nice and sloshed and also punched in the face by some idiot that missed the guy that he was trying to fight by a long shot and ended up sluging me instead. He said he was sorry and i told him that didn't matter, he still had intention of hitting someone, so the door guy kicked him out. I stumbled to Subway for food which took forever and then walked home.
Today i went to see The Producers, which i didn't realize was SUCH a musical, but kinda reminded me of Team America in the way it was portraied... It was actually really funny!

and now i sit at home, chicken in the over and about to start some mac and cheese spirals.

have a good night all. Back to work tomorrow

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Date:2006-01-01 17:30
Subject:The Liz Post
Mood: determined

This is the Liz Post.

I just thought i'd post this cause i don't think that people are taking liz seriously when she says she's going to Africa to play with monkeys.

I am here to say that yes, liz is going to africa, and yes she will indeed be playing with monkeys.

She is having a go-away dinner... i mean.... good-bye dinner ;) on the 10th, at Shabusun @9pm Granville location. Be there or be square. Square people, Square People, Look like Squares, Talk like People.

please RSVP Liz if you're comming, if you don't know the number chances are you're not invited :P

ok. that is all.

Back to your regularly scedualed jackie program...

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Date:2005-12-31 17:50
Mood: bored

Spending New Years on my own this year. Everyone else is going away and doing big things. I got invited to go out to the island, but i can't afford it.
So Lucky and i will watch 2006 come 'round. I really love new years. More than Christmas i think. I like getting a new fresh start on things, even if it is just a day away, it's in my head that it's this totally new year of things to discover.

I think this could be a good year. 2005 was a pretty good one expect the end of it. I think being out of school was the big struggle, and then just conflicts with friends and loved ones. I've now got a good job and working hard at it. I learned this year how to really enjoy my time off, enjoy the beach, hanging out with friends, relaxing, and slowly learning to take a step back instead of running away when things get bad.

Here's hoping!

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